Hola!
Serasanya, setelah meninggalkan blog ni berpuluh abad (exaggerate), sudah tiada stops by..
So I was thinking, maybe it’s safe to pour out, i mean really really pour out what I want to.
Aku rasa semua fasa hidup aku dah lalui. Be it being a kid, a teenager, a woman and a…forget it. Rasanya sudah lupa how to flirt and be hit on. Haha, kasihan sungguh.
Sekarang, sekarang I am still with(mungkin with, tiada perkataan terbaik) the guy who I love macam nak mati, the same guy who breaks my heart over and over again endlessly tapi the guy who every now and then made me smitten and blushed. Ah, it’s complicated as it always is but who am I to deny my feelings? Aite?
Anyway, I know another guy who for these past few weeks had been nice to me. I can’t put him besides the other one and compare, it’s just mean. Well, he got his own way of making me happy. I didn’t say that we have something, but i got a lot to thank him as he do help me to forget ‘si heartbreaker’ itu every now and then. Makanya, like I said earlier, I do forget how to flirt and all, but ah, he made me smitten just like the way ‘si heartbreaker’ did.
Well, it’s early to tell. I’m not saying I like the guy and I wanna be with him. Tak boleh, masih awal and aku takut. Seriously without ‘huhu’ or ‘haha’. Kenapa? For knowing who I really am, it’s just impossible for me to be with a nice guy or actually I should be single until forever. Haha. Lagipun, sebagai stalker yang berjaya, he got his option open so what am I to compare to the others, right?
Tapi for now, why should I chose when I can have both.
Haha, perasanlah kau…
Toodles =)
